I lost my mother (my best friend) and my grandmother (also very close) 1 year ago. Within months of each other. It may sound odd but when they passed, I tried to convince myself that they went on a trip and were coming back soon. Yeah I know, the trip is kinda long. Well, I think it is finally starting to hit me that I won't see my mom and grandma soon. I feel like I hit a wall and I feel really lonely!
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