I just don't understand how I can't seem to focus on life anymore. I lost my boyfriend, Michael, 6 months ago. I feel like my life has changed so much. I am not the same strong person I was before Michael died. I tried to go through his closet today, I can't even do that. I totally lost it. My friends tell me to give his stuff away, but I can't. They have been telling me that for months. I broke down at work today. I feel bad for other people around me, they have no clue how to act towards me about it, how can they, when I don't even know how to act? God, I miss Michael. How will I ever get back to life? How will I get back to being the person I was? How can I survive without him? I hate feeling like this. I feel like I have lost my mind
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