I LOST MY EX-MOTHER-IN-LAW ABOUT 9 MONTHS AGO. SHE WAS LIKE A SECOND MOTHER TO ME. SHE TOOK CARE OF MY OLDEST SON AND TREATED MY 2 YOUNGEST AS IF THEY WERE HER OWN GRANDKIDS.SHE WAS THE GREATEST PERSON AND I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO DEAL WITH HER PASSING. I CANT BRING MYSELF TO GO TO HER GRAVE WHICH I PASS EVERYDAY ON MY WAY HOME. I TRY TO COMFORT MY SON WHEN HE IS CRYING ABOUT IT AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY. I TRY TO IGNORE IT BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO. THIS WAS MY FIRST CLOSE DEATH AND I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT. I MISS OUR TALKS WE WOULD HAVE, ALL THE ADVICE SHE GAVE, AND HOW MUCH BETTER A GRANDPARENT SHE WAS TO MY YOUNGER KIDS THAN THEIR REAL ONES. I CANT CALL HER ANYMORE WHEN I NEED TO ASK ABOUT AARON(MY OLDEST), AND I HATE IT.I MOVED BACK TO GA AFTER SHE DIED TO BE WITH MY SON AND HE REALLY NEEDED ME TO. HE IS ONLY 9 AND I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO HELP HIM WHEN HE HAS A MOMENT WHERE HE CRIES AND SAYS"I JUST MISS GRANDMA". IT KILLS ME INSIDE. ANYONE KNOW HOW I FEEL??
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