I am at a stage were I feel like I have no one that understands how deep this have effected my heart. I am so concerned about all of my family members and the sorrow they are going through with the lose of Our daughter Amanda. I feel almost guilty to express how it has effected me. I am in a place were I have never been before and I don't like at all. I will see a councilor and try to sought out all my emotions and see if I am on the right track in helping All my family members.When I mourn I jut will continue to mourn alone for now it will have to work.Is this wrong how am I supposed to feel
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