What happens to the memories that you have shared with your loved one? I can't believe it is going to be a year I lost the love of my life. I remember all the sweet words he used to say and all the lovable things he used to do for me. Where do all those moments go when more and more those memories feel like a dream? Do I hold on to them so tight that I can't move forward or do they disappear with every passing day? It's such a tough lonely road. Why does life have to be so hard? The man that showed me how to love is gone. I can't see or feel his embrace ever again. At least, until I get to Heaven. I'm so scared and sad. I stil needed him in my life!
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