It has been almost a year since I lost my only child. She was not married nor did she have children. She was 26. she just missed her 27th birthday by about a week. I was supposed to go and visit her on her birthday. I have gone back to work and that does help. But it mostly just keeps me from thinking about her and my loss. I have no husband or parents. I have only one sister and she lives far away and is not very involved in my life. Lately I have been feeling more and more that there is no point for me anymore. There is no one left behind except for me. I wish I knew how to get back into life again but there is no hope for me...so it is very hard. I am looking for a reason to stay.
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