well im not sure what to say besides the fact of this hurts so much. I just recently got my father back in my life. i was so happy. so i flew down to florida for thanksgiving. we all went out to dinner, and had such a great time. we took lots of pictures, not know they would be the last pics of us together. after dinner my father walked me to my car and said \" i promise i\'ll never leave ur life again. and when u get married i\'ll be in jersey to see how beautiful u are\" but yet friday i get the worst phonecall from my brother. my father took his meds and overdosed. i dont know how to deal, because i feel he was so selfish. he said he would never leave our lives. i guess just another broken promise. it\'s hurts i cant even tell u how bad. please help. i have no clue what to do. my xmas will be spent burying my father. why?
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