MY SON DANNY AGE 6 AND NINA AGE 5 WERE KILLED BY OUR ABUSER ON 12-6-07 AND I WILL BE AONE FOR THE FIRST CHRISTMAS SINCE THEY WERE BORN.I PUT ROSES ON EACH OF THIER GRAVES THIS MORNING.I MISS THEM SO MUCH.WE JUST HAD EACH ORTHER.I FEEL BAD CAUSE I COULD,NT DO ANYTHING BUT WATCH AS OUR ABUSE SHOT BOTH OF THEM .ONCE IN THE HEAD AND SECOND TIME BETWEEN THIER LEGS.I COULD,NT DO ANYTHING TO STOP HIM OR PROTECT THEM OR SAVETHEM FROM HIM AND THAT IS WHAT I REGRET SO MUCH.TOMORROW I WILL BE ALONE ALL DAY AND NIGHT OH KATIE MY DOG WILL KEEP ME COMPANY.I JUST EVERYONE A GOOD CHRISTMAS OK THANKS FOR LETTING POST THIS.
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