I was really touched by what I read on suiside tonight and I watch "2 Weeks " with Sally Fields today and found myself really grieving my son again. I wrote about my grief in a book I called "Thankgiving Gravy" by Judy Horne, You can order it at any book store and read about it and order it at WWW.authorhouse.com. Sudden loss is really hard to deal with and I knew he was suisidal and wonder if I really did enough for him. It could have been accidental also. He lived on the edge and was an addict alcoholic. I really talk openly about my feelings through short stories and alot of poetry.
I am really grieving him tonight and its been 3 years. I just watched "Two Weeks" w/ Sally Fields about death and I miss him so. And I am angry it was so sudden and I had no time to prepare like in the movie. I'm still in shock I think. I know I will see him again so I take comfort in that . I pray comfort for all. Judy Horne