my mil passed away suddenly on Dec 11th. I still cannot believe it and think possibly I haven't come to terms ... or, maybe I have because I've been through death so much in the past 2 years. This one was a complete shock which I think makes it harder. My dad died in 2007 but his was a 7 month death. I had time to say goodby and prepare myself. A lot of crap is going on inside of me and I keep waiting for myself to break. I know the stages of grief, I'm worried it's more this time. Crap that's coming through from my dad's death that I didn't deal with. Scary stuff and not sure I want to go there.
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