The holidays will be bad enough without my husband. But our anniversary is also on christmas eve. We would have been married for 17 years and his illness took him away so fast. I asked god for just one more anniversary but I guess it wasn\'t meant to be and I am having a hard time dealing with the comment my husband had about christmas and our anniversary this year. He said to me i\'m sorry that it won\'t be good this year. I\'m wondering if he knew he wouldn\'t be here. Am I crazy or does anyone else think that he knew.
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