My fiance passed away on 9/11/07 in a tragic auto accident. We had been together almost ten years. We were going to get married next year. Iam so lost. I had to move out of our apartment. I just couldn't be in there w/o him. All I do is cry. I go to the cemetary everyday to talk to him. This isn't fair. He was only 28 and I 25. And to top things off tomorrow is my 26th birthday. I miss him and just want him back. This shouldn't have happened. I can't even function. The DR. gave me Xanax and it's the only thing that is working to get me through my work day. Oct1st was my first day back and I still don't feel like I was ready for it. Iam so confused. I don't know what to do. Please any advice from anyone that has gone through something like this. Please help me Iam so scared.
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