My mother died exactly one year ago and, although I have had nothing but a heavy heart all month, today, it is even worse than that. I'm sure it is all stemming from this one year anniversay of losing somebody who loved me very much. All I want to do is put my robe on, climb in bed, and cry. I can't seem to accomplish anything today. Very depressed, feel like just giving up on everything. But I can't. I have two kids who depend on me and need me very much. Just wish I had something to offer right now. Thanks for listening. Grieving terribly and its horrible.
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