Since my dad has passed away, I feel a big hughe empty whole inside. Ihave always been very close to both my mom and dad, but since he went away, no one notices or cares that he was, not only a husband to my mother, but he was my dad as well. The only person who has recognized the loss I have gone through, is me, or so I think anyways. I feel giilty for having these feelsing. I know my mom is hurting terrible over this, but so am I. I have no one to talk to beside her, but I have to stay strong for her. I dont want her to see my pain, because I know she is hurting too. I feel ashamed that I can not tell her these things....someone please tell me if this is normal or am I being selfish?
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