who can understand this through teenage/adolescent years.... I think its one of the toughest types of grieving, because you are clingy like a child and need help but you also understand death like an adult does. I read this somewhere and its fits exactly how I feel.
I believe im dying of cancer, but its too coincedental isnt it, that my brother died of it too?
I feel ill yes. Infact I feel exhausted and racked with utter guilt because my behaviour isnt up to everyones standards. And at the same time I feel internally hostile and angry towards others because they are disregarding the fact that I need to cry/talk/be angry.
But no one cares, or are too defensive about it as it might make them scared to talk about someone close to their age. But I am getting thoroughly annoyed with it, because I want someone to understand what its like, but all i get is people telling me to see counsellors. All i want is someone loving and understanding.
not to go see doctors.
is there anyone out there who understands this at all???

please contact me. I want to make some real connections with people - not a five min chat, I want to help all of us through this. If you have lost an older sibling, i understand you.

thanks for reading