I know death comes to us all but it is the suffering I can't understand. In the last five years I have lost my father and my sister both suffered terribly. I watched both die and relive every second. Since my sister died I constantly feel a presence round me. Their deaths made me a different person and through this I lost a very close friend because of my depression. I just feel so selfish others in my family have lost the same why can't I cope?
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