I don't think I've been on since right after my husbands death in March. I don't know who else to ask cause I'm afraid they'll think I'm crazy and maybe I am. Has anyone else "seen" their deceased husband? This is really getting to me. All I see is his "shadow" is the only way I can describe it. No features, just shape. I have seen this twice lying in bed next to me and once sitting on the side of the bed. It's after I wake up somewhere around 4 in the morning . At first I thought I was imagining things, but now I'm convinced I'm really seeing him and as I look, he gradually fades away. He doesn't talk or even look my way- - is just there. It's really kind of scary, which is funny because, I'd never be afraid of him. So, now I've said it- - - have I lost my mind??? Help!
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