I was called last night by a lady I used to have breakfast with every morning..she asked me if I wanted to go out with a few people I know on sat night, to dinner. Its been 17 days since Joey died..I am not sure how I feel about it..my whole life right now is all about losing my son..thats the only thing possessing me now, its impossible for me to do idle chit chat..Im not sure if I can go, and if I do I know I will be honest with people and tell them how much grief Im in..I dont know..has anyone had this dilemmna?
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