A year ago today I removed my moms feeding tube, she was only 64 years old. Of course at the time I had the "head " knowledge that she would die. A year later the "heart " knowledge has now hit, and I am no longer numb. I miss her more than I ever thought possible, and I thought it was suppose to be better by now. Why do I still feel like a mess at time?
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