I know its only been five months, but yesterday I went to order some pizza and took down this folder my husband had made with take out orders, as I was flipping through it i came across recipes that he had written. I fell apart. Just to see his beautiful handwriting!!! Every little thing of him i see hurts so bad. I miss him terribly. I don't know how to get through this pain. Every day is such a struggle to get out of bed and live my life. I need prayers to help me deal with him being gone. I know he is with the Lord and is at Peace, but my selfishness wants him back.
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