I lost my little brother on november 29, 2006. I am experiencing so many emotions i have never had. I am so full of anger. He was the only person that I have ever met that not once ever thought to hurt someone. He was beautiful. My best friend. He died because he took to many of my fathers methodone pills. He was on perscription antianxiety and antideppression meds since he was little. So to take someones prescription drugs never worried him despite my lectures on the dangers. I am so angry he was taken from me and do not know how to move on. I feel as though i am subconsciencely destroying my relationship with my boyfriend. I take all my anger out on him....i am so confussed....please help
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