I am really mad today-i'm hurting badly & crying & don't feel like he's there for me. Why would he allow me to be in so much pain? If he really truly loves me he would take it away. I can't stand it-i want my dad back-i miss his voice. Why did he do this to me & to him? I don't understand how this is supposed to "make me stronger" as people say. All it's done thusfar is hurt me by not allowing me to sleep well, giving me chest pains, trouble breathing. I never had any of this before & now i've got all this stuff wrong w/me-why won't he help me? He keeps allowing it to pile on. I thought he was supposed to handle my burdens, but i feel like i'm handling it all myself.
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