how do i pick myself up out of this overwhelming agony and pain and anger and madness , i just feel so not me at all ,i have completely changed who i am, death is weird like that, it throws everything you know and believe to the wayside, and i just cannot make myself move on and now it's affecting my family life, how do you tell yourself to pick up and carry on, when all you knew is gone forever,they say misery loves company, well i've got plenty of company in my life, now i'm back to the crying out whenever it hits me, i cannot remember the last great day i had, i am so sad and scared and broken, really really broken, will i ever be fixed?
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