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Although it has been 19 yrs since I lost my son, Anton, due to a drive by shooting. I still wish things could be different. My heart is unrepairable or shall I said my heart is forever broken.
I do a lot of wish I, could of, should of but didn't way of thinking. I have not been able to overcome my pain. It has affected me in so many ways. I am bi-polar, which doesn't help me in my pain nor does it calm my soul. I don't know how to mend my heart, I don't know how to live again. I can honestly say the moment I felt Anton take his last breath in my arms was the exact moment my life ended.
I was not to bury my son before me. I was grow old and take care of my grandchildren. Something I will never experience. I could have had another child but I felt like I would be replacing the child I lost and I knew I would be an over over over protective mother and I couldn't do that to a child.
Talking about Anton's death helps and doesn't help. Why won't I allow myself to heal, to live, to looking forward to the future? Cause it is not promised to no one.
I do a lot of wish I, could of, should of but didn't way of thinking. I have not been able to overcome my pain. It has affected me in so many ways. I am bi-polar, which doesn't help me in my pain nor does it calm my soul. I don't know how to mend my heart, I don't know how to live again. I can honestly say the moment I felt Anton take his last breath in my arms was the exact moment my life ended.
I was not to bury my son before me. I was grow old and take care of my grandchildren. Something I will never experience. I could have had another child but I felt like I would be replacing the child I lost and I knew I would be an over over over protective mother and I couldn't do that to a child.
Talking about Anton's death helps and doesn't help. Why won't I allow myself to heal, to live, to looking forward to the future? Cause it is not promised to no one.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
I too last my child so I know your pain.Miranda was killed in a car accident 3 yrs ago,there is'nt day that passes that I don't mourn her loss. Yes my heart is broken,Iam afraid of moving forward,I feel like I would be leaving her behind.Most ppl just can't understand this. But I do't give a flip what anyone eles think,She was my daughter and I will deal with it any way I choose,*HUGS* to you for a sister that knows your pain.