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Although it has been 19 yrs since I lost my son, Anton, due to a drive by shooting. I still wish things could be different. My heart is unrepairable or shall I said my heart is forever broken.
I do a lot of wish I, could of, should of but didn't way of thinking. I have not been able to overcome my pain. It has affected me in so many ways. I am bi-polar, which doesn't help me in my pain nor does it calm my soul. I don't know how to mend my heart, I don't know how to live again. I can honestly say the moment I felt Anton take his last breath in my arms was the exact moment my life ended.
I was not to bury my son before me. I was grow old and take care of my grandchildren. Something I will never experience. I could have had another child but I felt like I would be replacing the child I lost and I knew I would be an over over over protective mother and I couldn't do that to a child.
Talking about Anton's death helps and doesn't help. Why won't I allow myself to heal, to live, to looking forward to the future? Cause it is not promised to no one.
I do a lot of wish I, could of, should of but didn't way of thinking. I have not been able to overcome my pain. It has affected me in so many ways. I am bi-polar, which doesn't help me in my pain nor does it calm my soul. I don't know how to mend my heart, I don't know how to live again. I can honestly say the moment I felt Anton take his last breath in my arms was the exact moment my life ended.
I was not to bury my son before me. I was grow old and take care of my grandchildren. Something I will never experience. I could have had another child but I felt like I would be replacing the child I lost and I knew I would be an over over over protective mother and I couldn't do that to a child.
Talking about Anton's death helps and doesn't help. Why won't I allow myself to heal, to live, to looking forward to the future? Cause it is not promised to no one.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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Has anyone tried these supplements? Do they give MGers more quality of life by improving memory and overall well being?Thanks!Barbel
I too last my child so I know your pain.Miranda was killed in a car accident 3 yrs ago,there is'nt day that passes that I don't mourn her loss. Yes my heart is broken,Iam afraid of moving forward,I feel like I would be leaving her behind.Most ppl just can't understand this. But I do't give a flip what anyone eles think,She was my daughter and I will deal with it any way I choose,*HUGS* to you for a sister that knows your pain.