It's been a year since my brother died. I thought the time would make things better, but I was wrong. I feel worse now than I did right when it happened. Why is that? I think maybe I am open to or able to actually feel things. Last year it was all about getting everyone through the time...... I find it hard to let it all out, for fear of not being able to function. And I HAVE to be able to function. How do I "control" it? Has anyone lost a brother....he was so young....and his life is wasted... why? it makes no sense.
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