I don't know what really i am doing anymore. I wake up in the morning just wanting the day to pass by. I feel as if i have nothing to live for. My Fiance was everything to me, and his beautiful children. He had full custody of the two oldest and together we raised them. I try to visit them as much as i can, but that just makes me hurt worse. I even moved almost 80 miles away from were we lived, and that isn't doing much good. I try to compare every guy i meet to him and they arn't him so i never let it work out. I just need some direction in my life and i can't seem to get focused enough to go in the right path!
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