
Bereavement Support Group
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Hapless
I lost my mother two weeks ago. she had been ill for a year before she died. I was with her and she seemed to pass peacefully. I haven't been grieving her death at all. But I have a lot of anger everytime I see plants from her funeral. I am familiar with the 5 stages of death but I just don't get how I can not cry even one tear but yet be angry. There is a lot of negitive personal family history so I understand the no tear bit. I just thought this would be all over when she died that's all I guess.
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1. Shock and disbelief (denial) you keep expecting a phone call, the person to knock on the door, or drive up in the driveway....some people even "see" the person still there. I felt the warmth of my 12 year old cat on my bed where he used to lay when he first died -- some people would think that was his spirit, and maybe it was. But it could also simply be my mind thinking he was still there.
2. Sensation of somatic distress -- (physical reactions) ie: chest pain, tightness, shortness of breath, exhaustion, etc.
3. Preoccupation with image of deceased -- intrusive memories, dreams, strong emotions when around familiar places associated with the loved one (restaurants, former places of residence, etc.)
4. (displaced) Guilt -- shoulda, coulda, woulda. Sometimes, guilt is even validly attributable to a preventable accident or illness, but unless the person was murdered, there is no genuine reason to feel guilty.
5. Anger -- often displaced also, onto other family members or medical staff involved, or oneself.
6. Depression -- or other change in behavior, ie: disorganization (confusion) restlessness, anxiety, lack of concentration, forgetfullness.
7. Acceptance -- moving on in life. Some kind of memorialization of the deceased often helps facilitate this when the survivor is ready to do it.
Everyone processes grief differently -- these are generally the order that the phases or stages happen, but not necessasarily...and not everyone goes through them all. And it is also very common, especially with a closely connected loved one, to go through these phases several times before the process is complete.
This is why it is important to be supportive of the bereaved, and allow them to deal with it in their own way, at their own pace...and as long as they are moving through it at a reasonable rate, they are doing it well.
If at any time you feel "stuck" emotionally (and it may take weeks or even months to move on from one stage to another, so give yourself time) or you feel overwhelmed and distressed to the point you cannot function after a period of time, (initially it is expected to be overwhelmed) you may want to consider seeing your Dr. for antidepressants and/or therapy with a therapist. There are some who specialize just in the grief process.
I know the stages and yet I can't put myself in anyone of them. But I find myself certain days in several. If that makes sense. We all grieve differently. Just take one day at a time for now and get through it. Don't make any rash decision even though you think they are ok now may not be later on. Take care.