I lost my mother two weeks ago. she had been ill for a year before she died. I was with her and she seemed to pass peacefully. I haven't been grieving her death at all. But I have a lot of anger everytime I see plants from her funeral. I am familiar with the 5 stages of death but I just don't get how I can not cry even one tear but yet be angry. There is a lot of negitive personal family history so I understand the no tear bit. I just thought this would be all over when she died that's all I guess.
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