What happens when no one's there. To pick you up from your despair. When the world is black and gray. It's hard to find the light of day. The hurt and pain. I feel like i'm going insane. My body hurts and aches each day. I wish i could just go away. This death has taken it's toll on me. Wipe my eyes so i can see. My heart is bleeding. My fear is feeding. Lost and broken. So much left unspoken. My world is crumbling down. As i think of you and frown. Memories i'll keep them all. Promise you i'll never let them fall. Inside my heart you will be. Forever and always i will love thee.
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