After speaking to my moms doctor again about why she died, the answers are just not there. I guess I was hoping to get some sort of peace knowing something. Instead I have nothing. I don't even know if my mom knew she was gonna die. The one thing I do have is at least I was with her holding her hand, and telling her I loved her. How do I move on and find some sort of peace when I will not get any answers to my questions?
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