I lost my Mom Dec. 1, 2007, her birthday is Christmas Day, mine the seventeenth. I have been having hellish nightmares in the past week where I re-live my Moms death in different ways, all of which I feel I have NO conterol of the outcome. This has presented a problem with me asctually being afraid to go to sleep, or not wanting to go back to sleep for fear of re-living her death all over again. I work m-f and it's beginning to become a problem. Does anyone have experience with this, or are you going through the same thing? Please help!!
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