Thanks for all your supportive comments, you are reliable people. I was feeling sad and overwhelmed. My sister didn't exactly steal from me, she stole about 250,000K from my alzheimers mother, but if my mom doesnt last, it would mean college is paid for. I only want her to live forever. I feel loss and it was just a year ago I lost my dad. I am not getting much done, and feel like Im in survival mode, but I cant...I have children who rely on me and Christmas and responsibilities I cannot just fall apart. Ive got PMS too so the stress of the situation has really affected me. FOr the first time I had 2 periods 2 weeks apart. I know things could be worse and I am blessd for the most part, but I want to rely on people and feel loved. Its so weird, in one sence I feel so pleasant and likeable then things like this happen that cause my self esteem to plunder. My friends I have made here seemed to go away when I went downhill about 3 weeks ago, and I cant be there for people and upbeat all the time, life got in the way...When Im good, I will uplift others.