i need some help...i am so lost...please anyone..i have lost six loved ones this year..i am changing into something i dont want to be...pushing my (WTB) away and kids...i dont know what to do anymore..i cant lose her to...we have lost two pregnancies..one being with twins(she does not talk of the twin because we didnt find out it was twins until she passed them from her body) which happen on sept 14th this year...the second was with triplets and that was on the 7th of Nov of this year...at least i got to see all of the heart beats before they died..and then i lost my grandma in oct of this year...i dont know what to do..i am fighting with (WTB)..and i never did that before..she is now just about ready to live..it is like i am trying to push her out the door or something..i am even doing things that i know will hurt her.but i do it anyway...is there anyone else doing this..or is it just me..i could use some help!!!!
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