I am so lost. My husband just passed away 16 days ago due to a massive heart attack. He was 35 years old, not overweight and seemed to be in excellent health. All I have the energy to add right now is that I just don't know what to do. He had no health insurance or life insurance and had a very in-depth hospital stay. Because of the lack of any insurance me and my daughter will lose our house that we live in. I will be heartbroken and homeless. Things are horrible!! I no longer have my best friend (husband). I miss him so much. I feel like a huge part of me has been ripped out and will never come back. Part of me died when he died. I have also lost my infant daughter in 2001 and still to this day suffer a huge amount of grief over it, and then this, my husband dies. Just when I thought I couldn't suffer such a big loss again anytime soon. I have friends and family near me but none of them have been through what I have and I feel that they don't truly understand my pain. I shouldn't, but I feel so alone!! I am 33 years old, in my opinion I am too young to have had to go through so much heartache!!!
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