My sister died when I was 21 years old, almost 8 years ago. She had a long term illness. I was not suportive of her. I am so sad that I wasnt there more for her. I have so much guilt about this. I just hope she knew she was my best friend. There is not a day that goes by that I am so sad for her. I miss her so much. I feel like I should have gotten over this. There are days that I just cry and cry. When people ask me about my family, I still cant NOT talk about her. What can I do???
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