I am having a really hardtime right now. My moms anniversary is Tuesday Jan 29 it will be 11 yrs but it feels like yesterday that I lost her. My life is terrible right now. I am not happy at all my step kids are causing so much trouble and being so bad.Let their mom deal with them. I am at the point that I just want to leave. I have been trying to have a baby or my own for the last 4 years with no luck. I think the reason why I want a baby of my own so bad is so I can have a piece of my mom back. I am so alone without her and so lost.
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