just anther day here without mom. i got her death certificate today and cause of death, pulmonary embolism. so was it my fault? afterall she was in my care when she decided to get out of bed and fall and broke her hip. then she laid a week in ccu ,then could not talk for 2 days then did better, then b/p dropped. then got moved to telimentry unit. i am always going to blame myself, so how to go on trying to find the answers that just are not there. i miiss her so much
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