My makynna was 15 months old when she passed away. It has been 21 days since I held my baby. I don't feel I can talk to my husband because we are just in two different worlds right now and my BF just moved away. I was hoping to find someone on her that understands and not think I am crazy. People just don't understand when I talk about it being hard to breath or that they arn't allowed to touch a certain blanket or toy. How do I know what is normal? Is someone out there? I know that I am not the first mother to lose a child but I feel all alone.
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