I lost my mom suddenly on Jan 4. She went to sleep and didnt wake up. She was only 54. We all lived together. Now it is just my dad, little brother and I. My dad and I tried to go back to work today, but we only made it a half a day. We are all hurting so much and I am not sure how to deal. It hurts knowing that when I come home she isnt going to be sitting on the couch, or that when my phone rings its not going to be her. Not having her sit across from me at the dinner table, or have her come in and check on me. I know that she is in a better place, with no pain, sadness, or any bad stuff. That helps at times, but there is still this big hole where my heart was, and I am not sure how to make this better
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