hi i 'm newto ya`lls group.i'm 41 i have a daughter that is 16 . i lost my son oct.15th he was olny 20 he would have been 21 0n jan.27th my whole world changed that day he was loved very much so and very sadly missed i cry all the time and there is not a day that goes by where i don`t think about him. i feel as thou apart of me is gone 20 years is not enough . the pain is so so hard on me that at times i hardly can bare it. he wasa sweet loving guy . i pray alot . that he is in a better place. but my god this is so hard . the holidays r a killer for me i wish we would never have them.i try and work alot but it does not help being at home makes it worse i cry and don`t want to get out of bed.my heart is broken and i don`t know how to help it i do start therapy soon hopfully that will work.i don`t know what to do with myself if anyone can help i would appesate it ty doreen
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