This is going to be my first Mothers day without my mom. I don't know if you would feel different if she were old and sick and suffering,rather then the loss in a sudden way as with me. I never posted anything here for everyone to just see. The only thing is I know is everyone knows loss in one way or another. My mom at 78 went in to there rock and gem store everyday as well as my father. many people loved her and she usually always gave someone something for free, out of love for people. She did so much and I don't know how to do all the paper work she did over the years. We also have another company a fence co. that's were I worked the most. She did the paper work for that also. The sad thing is that she just started to show me how she did stuff. I don't even know what the point is that I'm writing about except MY MOM. I'm thinking about going to church on mothers day. The one were my mom and sister went. We have been a couple times sense there loss and we sit were they sat. I know she was proud when my father and I got baptized there togather. The other thing I worry about is my father, it's starting to get to him also. I have been the so called strong one not showing many tears or anything. We were a real close family were everyone supported each other like good co-dependants should. This is my first post here. I would also like to say TY to all the people that have came to know and have supported me also.
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