I had my first dream involving Trenton since he passed away on July 15th 2008. I have had many signs from him, but I have been talking to him and have told him I wouldn't mind him comming to me in my dreams. My dream last night was SO vivid and real, I woke up and sat straight up in bed I remember the WHOLE dream in total clarity. Needless to say Trenton came to me in my dream last night, he looked So good! I was very shocked in my dream to be speaking to him, and I told him I can't be talking to you this can't be real. Trenton just kept smiling at me and saying "it's ok mom, everything is fine, it is good here" I just kept looking at him and telling him how much I love him and miss him, he just laughed and said he was not really gone. He talked and acted just like he always did, a little exasperated with his mother as usual LOL. I woke up So angry that my dream wasn't real. I remember the color of clothes he was wearing and where we went in my dream and who was there, it was just so real. I just got the book by John edward called one last time and started reading it last night, I am not sure if that had anything to do with my dream or not. When I told him how much I miss him, and love him he said he has always known that. I told him to come back anytime, and he said not to worry he was never far, and he could hear us whenever we talk about him, or to him. Not sure if this helps anybody else but it sure helped me, other than being upset that the dream was just a dream. But it sure didn't feel like a dream, so I am going to take it as my son comming to me to let me know all is ok.
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