4 weeks ago my fiance was found dead in some guys flat, this man is known for hanging around with a junkie and has done drugs before also. My fiance was a drinker, he knew he was an alcoholic however when the police found him they said he had needle marks on him, but werent on his arms. We lived together for a year, surely I would know if my fiance was on heroin???? I'm just so confused now, i'm trying to remember all the good times we had but i also cant help but think he was lying to me and just hid it well. OH i'm so frustrated!! His mum is distraught aswell (obviously) his death certificate basically just said his cause of death was alcohol or possibly drugs! everyone that knew him knew he was a drinker, bottle of vodka and he was a happy man lol so now we all think that maybe he was so drunk, passed out and one of these guys injected him! I'm sorry this is so long, but I just have to get it out lol how can a man you live with for a year, and spend every minute of every day with be a heroin addict?I would have known wouldnt I??
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