2 weeks ago, I lost my fiance. I'm still not over the shock - the phone rings and I look to see if it's him. I'm so sad because I feel so empty, like instantly I lost such a huge part of me that I don't know who I am anymore. I worry about him & our families & friends. I feel guilty for not being there for him when he needed me most & for not saying goodbye. Everything's a complete mess and I don't know what to do.
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