I had a dream and my sister Laura who died last January at 26 of cancer was there. She was my bestfriend we were only 14 months apart. And she left her 9 month old baby here on earth. In my dream she was standing there and I was crying hystraricly, couldn't catch my breath in the dream. I have alot of guilt because while my sister was sick I relapsed from drugs and made her life harder then it had to be. I've been clean again for 7 months and thought I was grieving healthly. I feel like she was trying to tell me something?? Anyone help? Comments?Advice
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