My Dad died this past December, I am still having a problem coping with this loss. I really miss my Dad, Its not like we spoke every day. Although now I wish we did. He was always there to give me words of advice or just to listen to my problems. My whole life I have strived to make him proud of me. I now find myself shutting out everyone in my life .which does not help my marriage at all. I was going out and lying about where I was.I dont know why I lied, I just need time to myself to sort through my feelings. I have always had a problem sharing my feelings with the people closest to me. I dont know what to do to just feel good again..
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