My big brother and only sibling just passed away sept 21st. It was the night before my fathers 50th birthday. We had a huge pig roast planned and at least 150 people were planning on coming. My brother stayed late at work that night to help out and ended up being crushed to death because his work offers no safety! My big brother was more like my twin brother. Everyone agress that we had a rare special reslationship. We did everything together and had something very special. I am devistated and also worried about my parents. My father misses his buddie. My entire family was (and is) very close. My parents were also my friends and my brothers friends. I am also sad for my father because now he will have no one to carry on his name because my brother was his only son. I am the only child left. My parents already had such a hard life and my brother did too. Finally things were looking up for everyone and this happend. I hate to say but I lost all faith in the Lord. Is he real? Is my brother really in a better place?Is God really so nice? Because he doesnt seem so. He ruined my and my parents lives. People say there is a reason but there is not a reason my brother is gone.
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