I have this gut feeling, that mom will be leaving me soon. She is not getting any better, she is just getting worse and worse. I am scared out of my mind, and I don't know how to cope with all of this, she won't even let me in to see her, and that is hurting me more, if she does leave me today, or soon, I want to spend as much time with her as possible. I am sitting outside her door, with my laptop, hoping she will let me in soon. I want to get the chance to say goodbye. This is all just sucky!
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