I am a mother of three beautiful children. Losing my husband and their father was bar none the hardest thing I've ever survived. It was 2 years ago and the suffering continues. We are doing fine together, but as the process continues, it seems that I've also lost all of my close friends that I had before Mike died. I keep going through this abandonment, grieving, anger, sadness cycle over and over. When does it end? I keep trying to hang on to these relationships because I hate to feel alone, but it seems now unhealthy for me.
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