well it is christmas eve, i am thinking about daddy n how i should have already had his cookies baked, i am still gonna bake them just not the same now, i keep thinking it is 5:45 am n how momma would already have the dinner fixing going for supper tonite, we would all meet over momma n daddy's n have dinner then open presents now all i have is sitting here missing them, i know i have a new grandbaby n lord i am thankful for that but kasey is taking her over to her daddy's for christmas eve then she will come home late tonite if she don't change her mind n stay the nite. i pray she don't do that so i can have christmas morning like i used to have. this year money is tight so there is not alot to open but i do have alot of love for my kids. that is more than money can give them but they don't understand that. i am missing david his phone calls that would b saying what r u doing when is the cookies gonna b done u name it he would b calling a million times bugging me, how i miss that so much. i just will b glad when this holiday season is over.
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