It has been two weeks today since Blake's funeral, and I think I feel worse now than I did that day. I walked through the service and the burial and the days of sitting Shiva in a fog and felt very little except numb. Now everything is hitting hard and I feel very overwhelmed. Thinking of going on alone without my husband and partner and confidant and friend is overwhelming and terrifying. Can you guys relate? Is it normal to have a delay in the big emotions?
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